well, it looks as though i will make it through the workday. i took a walk up 34th street to Citibank and listened to Dance Song six times in a row, fast forwarding the parts where my ipod makes it skip. i felt confident and attractive on my walk, for a change. maybe it's the fact that i'm wearing my favorite sweater today.
when i got back from my walk, yolanda told me to take another hour and so i went to do some filing in my cube. then i made the mistake of answering an unknown number on my cell, and it was the girl from my GYN's office, asking me if i'd received dr. mcdaniel's message about having my HIV test re-done, since the results were inconclusive. i said i had received the message but preferred not to re-do the test since i'm pretty sure what the results would be. the girl seemed unimpressed by my response and started talking me into it. so now i have to go there tomorrow and give more blood when they already took like 4 little bottles of it! all my other results were normal, i do not even have the Heps, any of them, and i was pretty sure i might. in a weird way, i feel disappointed that i'm so healthy. i feel like that means i haven't been anywhere or done much at all. i want some scars, you know? obviously i don't want anything fatal. i guess i'll have to be satisfied with oral herpes.
i just finished "Angus, Thongs, and Full-Frontal Snogging." I truly had some LOLs at that book. it reminds me of Bridget Jones but it's better because the speaker is 14 years old. i am still avoiding my paper. ironically, the amount of blogging i did today is probably longer than the paper even has to be.
shall i leave off, then? let me just say this, that i hate going to the GYN more than anything, and that is one reason i refuse to reproduce. i just can't have people papping me and whatnot. plus during my last appointment dr. mcdaniels told me i smelled fishy and had DC and a longstanding infection, which was humiliating, especially after i told her that i thought everything was fine. and the doctor before dr. mcdaniels did an anal probe on me and then made me go home and do an enema and then come back for another probe. terrible. i don't even know if that was legit or if i was seriously assaulted! she was Asian, so i thought maybe they do things that way. anywho, that's what i get for being responsible and answering my phone.
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