Please forgive me J.D

I am so sorry for what I wrote about you. I like you SO much. I have incredible respect for you, always love talking to you, have been enjoying our friendship so much. I had no idea that anyone I know ever read this blog. I judged you, and took my anger out on you because I felt you didn't have my back and were making me be the bad guy. Also I still don't understand why you asked that question. But I don't think you're lazy or that you don't have anger. I don't even know you that well. I have been so stressed out with this... I thought I was venting and processing in a harmless way. I hope someday you forgive me. I don't think I can write in here anymore now that I know people read it who know me. I have a problem with anger and control. Sometimes I lash out viciously. I'm sorry I hurt you. I probably made you very angry too. I know you love Michelle and she loves you too. I hope someday you would want me in your life again.