It is nice when someone can understand your experience. My whole life I have been looking for someone to complete me, and rule me. This is transference, but when experienced by a Scorpio like me, translates into seriously intense infatuations and heartbreaks. One of my friends for many years is going through this situation where her partner of seven years is leading a duplicate life. On the one hand, saying she loves my friend (actually they're both friends of mine) and can't lose her, and on the other hand writing clandestine emails to a girl from her job about how she's never felt passion like this before, how the stars are aligned and they're meant to be... You get the picture. I understand this fantasy, but it's not real.
I want to be in perfect symbiosis with Michelle. To that end, I am willing to become someone else, to a certain extent. Although I have a side of me that lacks empathy, the flip side is that I am too empathetic and the boundaries feel blurred.
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