Then I got to work and I was okay for awhile then I started thinking about updating my resume but I don't know how to say what I do here and my boss said he will help me but I don't want to do it! The only thing I ever wanted to do was read, write, and sing and I can't do things I don't want to do because I hate them and it's fake and I refuse. So anyway Mischa start buying lotto tickets! Also I wished I could make money from music but obviously that's not going to happen. Maybe if I was at *this* point but was 17 years old or something, not already starting to want to retire and die and I can't even play the guitar or anything, I'm not reliably productive, all I want to do is live and see what happens but I really want a house too, but I can't think about any of it today anymore period.
you bold little beauty, taking pictures of the homeless. ive noticed how you have no shame in busting out the camera. for some reason i get shy about doing so while in public. maybe i will learn. "lord" knows ive already learned a great deal from you.... as for having "decided that it never happened," i assume that decision took action after writing this blog because surely writing about it is acknowledging the booboo. wish i was rich so i could make up for the loss... not now. (not ever, rich) but someday, what's mine will also be yours - and even if it's not much, it'll be shared. ... good point re: reality vs. movie life. this is true in all things from movies - it's never anything like that. or even if it was, because it was you living it, it probably wouldn't feel like it did when you were watching it on the screen. but speaking of, i think our lil romance would make a great storyline... let's sell it, get rich, buy the house, and watch ourselves on tv. - tv cuz it might go right to tv/dvd instead of the theater.
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