I wasn't expecting to feel as much love for my little nephew as I actually did upon seeing him, holding him, talking to him, kissing and tickling him, and letting him suck on my pinky finger. Asher Justice is a tiny little angel with white spots on his tiny nose. I believe I got him focusing on people's faces and eyes, and smiling at people - I think I taught him to do that because of how I was talking to him. Michelle taught me how to baby-talk, and I made little Asher smile. He's only two weeks old! He is going to be super smart and handsome though. I hope I still love him when he grows into a real boy and then a teenager and man.
It seems I may have Hepatitis A and B, as well as oral Herpes (which I gave to MK). The Hep antibodies showed up in MK's blood test, and we had similar recent sicknesses, which featured all the symptoms of hepatitis except jaundice. And obviously, I've been exposed to all her bodily fluids. I should get tested. I don't really care though. It's too late anyway, there's no treatment. You have the acute phase, and then you either become immune, or it becomes chronic and you're a carrier. Since we are married, I don't feel that getting tested is time sensitive.
Let me see, what other news is there to share? I fell asleep during my classroom observation on Tuesday. I'm ashamed. I took 1 mg xanax and for some reason it really hit me hard and I couldn't keep my eyes open. Next week, when I go, I'll have to simply tolerate my nervousness. The tutoring itself went fine, although the kids weren't really interested in me but I helped them with math anyway. In general..... one day at a time is a good approach to life.
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