The results are in

Something is wrong with me. That's the beginning and the end of it. I was born this way. I go crazy sometimes. I hate it. I'm embarrased of the things I said and wrote to people. Oh well. Most of it I said here, and only MK reads, and she seems to like me the way I am. Nobody else ever has. My family says they do, but I still don't believe it, even if that's my own fault. There are flies in my apartment, how disgusting. I hope Tatiana kills them soon. She's trying. I feel very depressed now. I'm a crazy person! How can I be so hateful and rageful sometimes? I had a very nice childhood, my parents love me. They are cute too. I even still feel angry though. I need someone to be angry with and to rage at...what can I do? I'm probably just about to get my period. Actually, I know I am. I guess I'll just smoke a cig and go to bed. It's hot in here though. I am resisting bed. I'm eating american cheese and stale crackers. My mom is so good to me! My sister is a know-it-all but she can't help it! Why do I not love them? Why does it feel like I don't and that they really don't love me? I love Tatiana.